Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts

Thursday, February 21, 2013

She Had It All


 

Country singer dead at age thirty-seven.
She sang like an angel, had the face of one, too.

Dead  by her own hand.

Lost custody of her two sons to her estranged
mom, her husband died a few months before
in the same place her body was found,
her court ordered rehab under way, her home
reeked  of waste. The headline:

She Had It All. 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Vision

She cried tears to fill an ocean but no one saw.
No one heard the sobs racking her body
or when she tried to move on, go on, lift herself up.
After she jumped everyone wondered why.
What could they have done if they had seen?


They saw her vibrancy, her abilities, her gifts,
the joy of being  around her; her presence and her
smile was a gift. They saw she produced, helped
others, was vital just by existing. They don’t
know why, they never will.

Everywhere they go now they see her tears,
see her face, recognize the legacy she leaves
with her tear stained life. They know it wasn’t
their fault, it wasn’t about them, but still they
see her face, her life, her hopelessness captured
on the walls of their minds. They wait with dread

for even that vision to fade one hue at a time
for where there is no future, there is no vision.