I disappear around two p.m.
Down time
is a stretch of time after
work out, errands, meetings,
writing, painting, lunch.
Then I fade to a beige caramel
melting…into the color of my walls.
No one can reach me -
I am gone. My eyes
flicker, heart begins to beat
again - first signs I’m coming back.
I revive, become alive after
four. I‘m ready…